The chip in the coffee table.
My own reflection in the bathroom mirror, older than I remembered but unmistakably mine.
“I don’t want to tell him yet,” I said. “I want him to walk in and see me seeing him.”
Marissa smiled, although cautiously.
“Whatever you want, Gina.”
She left that afternoon after promising to check on me.
Alone in the quiet house, I suddenly remembered the boxes of Christmas lights Brian claimed were stored in the garage.
He had mentioned them countless times over the years. Boxes of tangled lights left from the previous December, waiting in the garage. I wanted to hang them across the living room.
I had not seen Christmas lights glow in years.
I walked toward the door at the back of the kitchen, the one I had not opened in longer than I could remember.
My hand rested on the knob.
The metal was cool and slightly loose, exactly as I had imagined it during all those years without ever touching it.
I turned it.
The garage door opened with a creak.
I stepped inside expecting dust and motor oil.
Instead, I smelled lavender.
My hand found the light switch through old muscle memory.
The bulbs flickered on.
And the world I had imagined for more than a decade vanished.
I stopped breathing.
There were no machines.
No tools.